answerw to me !!!!

Why,,,why this?
you bad to me ,,,,,,, what wrong am i?
answere to me ,,,, came on ,,,,, dont sillent only
whereas i really really love you but you dont believe it to me
I dont understand whit your thinking
what dont you understand whit my feeling
nowadays ........ i hate my life ........ why my gods decree like this?
i dont understand what which god trhought .... and i wanna go in this place !!!!!
I REALLY REALLY NOT UNDERSTAND,OH MY GODS,PLEASE ANSWERE TO ME !!!!